Well here we go again.
A couple weeks ago I post about how I was feeling lately and I said I needed to work on my social skills, so let me catch you up.
I still walk with my head down when I walk to the grocery store. I still overthinking about the way I walk but I’ve also sung in public and in front of our friends while playing the guitar. Not to mention I went to a Daya concert and sung out loud to every song I knew.
When I wrote ” I’m Not Depressed but I’m not Chipper” I was crying myself to sleep and replaying every embarrassing and upsetting thing I had done. I was constantly asking myself, ” Am I just unlikeable? Why is it so hard for me to act natural around other people?” Needless to say walking outside of the house is very stressful for me and shouldn’t be. My dad had to get me out the house and to take the train for the day. But before we got on the train we went to the gas station and before I turned into the aisles a rude cashier made me want to breakdown, cry and crawl into a hole and it felt like I was going to.
This weekend my family took a trip to Tokyo and I decided to just step out of my comfort zone and take some photos. I’m usually the one taking photo of my family and or scenery but this time I just had to give the camera to my mom and take photo of ME.
THERE IS MORE BUT I’M SAVING THEM FOR OTHER POSTS.